January 2011
105 posts
eam
im in such a good mood this morning.. just waiting for someone to fuck it up lmfao -.- listening to Scream my Name - LMFAO . i fucking love it omg
i've been listening to 30 seconds to mars all day
unfff. eargasm.
:)
today was semi-productive.. got the rest of my vitamins so i won’t feel so now i’ll be more EEEEAAAAMMM rather than ‘ughh’. i have a lot of civics to do, but i promised myself i won’t sleep or leave this house until i finish all of it. also reevaluating everything. certain friendships that i don’t need, people i can get rid of.. it actually feels so good to let...
"You're so strong,"
something everyone feels the need to tell me. Oh, you’ve been through so much. You’re wise beyond your years. You’ve seen things no one your age should see. Blah blah blah. Well the truth is, I’m not strong. Everyone has their cross to carry, and as much as I wish it were true ; I cannot carry it on my own. I’m not this strong young woman who knows the answer to...
I've tried to find the joy beyond the pain. But...
drafting things feel so good
i wish i could post it anonymously and someone could be like, I know exactly wtf you mean. & i’d be like.. finally. but nope. nope.
this doesn't feel right
cause this isn’t how its suppose to be
time to be honest with myself
all I’m doing is trying to replace him. I legitimately have zero feelings for every faggot that thinks I’m interested. I don’t know what to dooo. how do you replace someone you dont even wanna replace? I can’t even force myself to like any of them.. I’m trying, trust me I am… lmfao hopefully they find my tumblr………… ugh. fmllll
how do...
Dear Daddy,
I’m sorry for hurting you. I wish I could take away all your hurt, you have no idea. I know how much you worry about Mom, and I used to worry too. I can’t imagine how hard it is to sleep next to her knowing that one day, that could change. I know how much you love her. I know how much you love me. I’m sorry. “You’re breaking my heart Sophia, please stop”, I hope...
We all have our problems, and we all have our...