December 2010
188 posts
day 8: a moment when you felt the most satisfied...
To be honest I’ve been sitting here smiling to myself thinking of all the different moments I can choose from.. I can’t choose one, but I can’t list them all either. Every moment that applies to this has been spent with none other than : timothyy! No surprise there. Godddd.. I love him.
Dec 31st
day 7: your zodiac sign and if you think it fits...
February 5th - Aquarius ”If your sun sign is Aquarius, you are a thoughtful and contemplative person, striving to understand things around you, no matter how difficult that might be. You take nothing for granted, and you don’t just adapt to what seems to be expected of you. You want to find your own way, do things the way you yourself think is the best. That leads to many quite...
Dec 29th
today
I am seeing tron with my lovelllyyy boyfriend <3 i love you, happy 29th <3
Dec 29th
Anonymous asked: see, thats the thing. i have no idea what triggers them , i just suddenly get really anxious and get anxiety attacks and cry for a long time afterwords. i have no idea how to control them. i just started anti depressants like a month ago for my depression but it seems to increase my anxiety. (this is silenceislouder btw, i just am not logged in atm)
Dec 29th
Anonymous asked: see, thats the thing. i have no idea what triggers them , i just suddenly get really anxious and get anxiety attacks and cry for a long time afterwords. i have no idea how to control them. i just started anti depressants like a month ago for my depression but it seems to increase my anxiety. (this is silenceislouder btw, i just am not logged in atm)
Dec 29th
It’s easy to take off your clothes and have sex....
in which case, I am completely naked around my baby.
Dec 28th
hey-promos asked: how do you control the panic attacks you mentioned in your last post? i get them all the time :(
Dec 28th
hey-promos asked: how do you control the panic attacks you mentioned in your last post? i get them all the time :(
Dec 28th
Day 6: Write 30 facts about yourself
Omg. I dont think this is possible. I’m born on Cristiano Ronaldo’s birthday My name was suppose to be Cherry Elaine. I was premature My first word was ‘Ian’ (my brother) I started walking on Ian’s birthday When I was four I jumped through a glass table and have 794062890 little scars My boyfriend is also my best friend. I used to have frequent panic attacks,...
Dec 28th
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All you gotta do is say yes.
Don’t deny what you feel let me undress you baby.  Open up your mind, just rest.  I’m about to let you know. You make me so so so so so so so so..
Dec 27th
Dec 27th
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I'm being haunted by a past that isn't even mine
Whatever happened.. happened. Why don’t people understand that. Why must you pop up randomly and slowly, but carefully ruin my relationship? This is the second time something like this has happened, and i’m actually disgusted in the human race. Why are you trying to make my boyfriend feel bad for something that happened so long ago. I hope your happy. Slut.
Dec 27th
day 5: A time you thought about ending your own...
I’ve felt like dying many times, felt weak and like I couldn’t do this anymore. But I have too much to live for, I couldn’t leave the people I love. I’ve also seen the aftermath of suicide, and felt the heart ache first hand. I wouldn’t put anyone that loves me through that. So I guess there never really was a time
Dec 27th
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Dec 26th
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Crying does not indicate that you are weak. Since...
Dec 26th
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Dec 26th
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ok so
basically my messages just blew uppp. DON’T ASSUME THAT MY “what the actual fuck” POST WAS ABOUT YOUU. i love all my followers dearly. yes, all of you. HOWEVER. when you creep my entire tumblr and start COPY & PASTING  shit from months ago that i WROTE. ME. I WROTE IT. and you try to make it your own? no. that’s not cute… not to name any names ALYSSA. ALYSSAAAA....
Dec 26th
day 4: Your views on religion
Just another way to divide man kind. The cause of pain, war, and plays a huge roll in todays discrimination. Fuck religion.
Dec 26th
day 3: Your views on drugs and alcohol
My views have surely changed on this as the year progressed. Personally, I think drugs are pathetic, and I am quite disgusted by them. Alcohol too, is also pathetic in my eyes. You don’t need drugs or alcohol to have a good time. 
Dec 26th
what the actual fuck .....
i love tumblr, i love bitches & i love bitches who love me. HOWEVER. when bitches on tumblr start copying me ……….UNFOLLOW. INSTANT UNFOLLOW. you can reblog my shit. you can leave me shit in my ask. but kindly keep your own personality. thank you & goodnight.
Dec 26th
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After wiping 100 of my tears, he smiled my favourite smile and said, “this too shall pass”
Dec 26th
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Dec 25th
somecreeper1-deactivated2011071 asked: Hello lovely follower :) I hope you have a wonderful holiday. I love you and your blog. (: thank you for following! xox
Dec 25th
somecreeper1-deactivated2011071 asked: Hello lovely follower :) I hope you have a wonderful holiday. I love you and your blog. (: thank you for following! xox
Dec 25th
Dec 25th
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iiaminmisery asked: Merry Christmas :D
Have a great day.
Hope you get everything you want/asked for. :)
♥♥
Dec 25th
lauraberyl asked: Merry Christmas! Hope you have a good one :') xx
Dec 25th
jezheartsyou asked: MERRRY CHRISTMAS <3
Dec 25th
Dec 25th
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The last 5 months of 2010
made this year my best so far
Dec 25th
day 2: Where you'd like to be in 10 years?
At 25/26.. I’d like to be done university & on my way to pursuing my dream I’d like my own house, with my love. Engaged or married with a child, or plans of having one. happy, and in love. Not much. But it’s been my dream since I can remember.
Dec 25th
I'm sorry, did I say you could speak?: Health... →
pancakes-: So Canadians are always rubbing their free health care in the faces of Americans, and as I am a proud Canadian, with free health care I’m here to discuss the pro’s and con’s of Health care systems, their are simple problems with each and I’m going to name one of each, here we go: Canada Well we… So, there are a lot of things that you do and say that I don’t completely...
Dec 25th
iiaminmisery asked: Merry Christmas :D
Have a great day.
Hope you get everything you want/asked for. :)
♥♥
Dec 24th
lauraberyl asked: Merry Christmas! Hope you have a good one :') xx
Dec 24th
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Dec 24th
jezheartsyou asked: MERRRY CHRISTMAS <3
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Dec 24th
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Day 1 : My current relationship
First, I’d like to say that this isn’t a ‘current relationship’. Current means temporarily, and I’m afraid temporary doesn’t apply to our relationship. I’m in love, and I can’t be anything but happy - especially now - staring at this promise ring. He is my absolute everything. 
Dec 23rd
Dec 23rd
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abracabam asked: i totally agree with everything on your "things i hate" list. added: people who are close-minded, people who can't stick to their guns / opinions.

you should make a things you like list too!
Dec 23rd